Rivertown
From the edge of the Tennessee River
on the Muscle Shoal's side, we lean
into the humidity
sitting atop those still waters.
The sunset hits the
old railroad bridge
with all intent to
steal the glory of the city
and succeeds,
rallying with it the headlights
from cars headed into the humming.
By evening's latter end,
folky new south singers and blues bellowers
have not only taken the city back,
but have stolen the light.
I grew tired of his insinuations; I knew he had me
marked for his nightly stop. Before he even had the gall
to push himself
against the side of my car, like the others,
and talk down to me as
if I had something to hide,
I pushed back. I
called his bluff, saying:
Let me blow your
stick.
It’s the quickest way
to get you off
my back. I want to go home.
Instead, he had me
get out of my car,
walk a straight line
with my arms out to my sides, stiff
as airplane wings. He
had me hold my left foot
six inches above the
pavement while I counted
more Mississippis
than were needed.
He asked me where I’d
been, why I’d been there.
I told him each time
it was none
of his business,
though he knew.
Positive he’d been
waiting for me to leave,
I suspected his blue
lights to flick on
as I passed by his
parked car. Sheffield cops
were always trying to catch me leaving the bar,
sure they’d catch me
drunk at least once.
They profiled me,
assumed my old Beretta
was reason enough to
stop me. Assumed
because I’m a woman
I’d be afraid
or maybe aroused by
the way
they gripped their
belts
while staring me
down.
I played along at
times – polite for the sake
of it all – but
eventually learned:
they don’t know what
to do with a woman
who doesn’t cower
down to authority.Rachel Nix is a native of Northwest Alabama, where pine trees outnumber people and she likes it. She is the Poetry Editor at cahoodaloodaling and Associate Editor at Pankhearst; her work has recently appeared in Rust + Moth, Picaroon Poetry, and Words Dance.
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