They Believed Me
when,
once or twice a month, as we drove
down
roads clotted with commerce,
I’d
say Oh no, it’s happening again!
and
pretend to wrestle with the wheel of our car
as
it steered against my will toward Taco Bell.
This
car stalled so often I laughed off
frustration
by saying one and then two
and
on until it warmed to its task.
That’s
how our baby learned to count to four
not
long after he started to walk.
The
kids figured we didn’t get fast food
thanks
to mom’s annoying from-scratch
whole
foods thing, which it was in part
but
mostly it was money. When a decent pile
of
quarters filled our car’s ashtray
I
turned toward this luxury, kids cheering.
We’d
thunder in hungry, order all the bean burritos
we
could eat, share a soft drink refilled
until
the cup got flimsy. The four of them
offered
beany burps as the meal’s benediction.
Steers
Away
Late
summer, almost fair time,
4-H
raised livestock
all
destined for market
when
three Holstein boys
tromp
through broken fence
seeking
freedom’s green glory.
The
township Facebook page
is
lively with sightings. Many
note
how wily they are—
grazing
close to tree lines,
bedding
down far from lights.
Pictures
show them leap with joy.
I’m
rooting for them, imagine
a
rogue cattle population
beyond
the confines
of
feedlots and dairy operations,
lowing
at night in concert
with
owls and coyotes.
Men
in tractors soon bully them
back.
Their captive brethren call out
as
they hear them coming
and
once the gate is shut
gather
round to lay their necks
upon
one another,
hearts
again beating close,
facing
together what
fate
has in store—
a
few more weeks before
they’ll
lie on Styrofoam trays
under
supermarket lights.
Patriarchy
Chicken
On
our four mile walk we consider
last
night's dream metaphors,
parse
our complications,
grieve
this time’s many cruelties
at
a brisk day-savoring pace
on
this wide nature trail.
When
men walk toward us
most
don't move over, don't slow.
Their
stride commands us to make way.
We
tell ourselves
It.
Starts. Here.
We
deserve a place on the path too.
Until
those retirees shoulder bump us,
scolding,
until that angry runner’s foot
tromps
on yours, until that spandex guy
mutters
bitch.
We
step away, accommodate.
We
only appear to be moving ahead.
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